Depersonalization and permanent anxiety after smoking weed!

Iced · Newbie Joined: 26 Oct 2006 Posts: 15

Im antisocial without weed.. So that means if I start smoking weed I should become social?!

Weed is no concern, its when your boyfriend gets into the hardcore drugs.. Thats when he become retarded, take it from experiance Wink

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I feel the same way as the guest talking about the panic attacks. I smoked one night in June and then I panicked and from then on I have felt weird, but the past month it has been really bad, I think because i accidentlly smoked some that my friend didn't tell me. But, anyways, does it go away sooner or later? I'm starting to get scared, I also seem to be sensitive to light, and I don't even know if it's really sensitivity to light, or things just look weird. But anyways, please help.

Connecter · Newbie Joined: 05 Dec 2006 Posts: 1

Hello everyone,

I just wanted to let you guys suffering from these dreadful symptoms know that there is a way out..

Just letting everyone know, Im NOT trying to push anything on anyone

The answer is Jesus.

Now before you hit the back button or stop reading this altogether just read this for a bit, it might be your only answer..

Everything in this world happens for a reason, and to every action, there is a reaction. Theres a reason you smoked weed. Theres a reason why you feel like even though you stopped, you still feel like the drug took something from you and all you want is to get it back..

Every sickness, disease, and health problem is not God imposed, but Satan.

I understand that some people would never turn to something supernatural because no one can prove it, its all in faith..

All im trying to do is show some of you that have tried everything and nothing came from it a way out.. Just give it a try.

If your tired of it, and just want your life back, your mind back, then just give it to Jesus.. Ask God to heal your body, and if you ask of it in faith, it will happen..

If your having trouble saying something but want to: try this>

"God, i have no where else to turn, Ive tried everything. I Know that you love me with all that you are and healing me is of no trouble to you. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for me and took all of my sin and sickness on himself. Heal me Father, In the Name of Jesus Christ."

Just say that, you just might be surprised at what happens..

Vlad k.

ConnectVlad@yahoo.com

Bisho · Newbie Joined: 28 Dec 2006 Posts: 1

I think Connector is right and wrong.

This is LOOOOOOOONG....but if you felt like I had felt....you will read it to the last word....you were meant to read it!!!!

The solution is there...and everything happens for a reason...Take it from a smoker that has suffered.
Well this is my interpertation and here is how it goes:

Some people are more sensitive than others to weed effects, that's why many people report depression after a year...2,3...even 10 after smoking their first joint. All I can recall really..is enjoying the experience at first...then after 2 years (no heavy use) I get anxious and a little depressed...I continue smoking...and I continue getting depressed more and more..I should have noticed by then, but no, weed was too good to throw away. After 3 years It hits me...while I'm high a Panic attack...awfull. Just remembering what was in mind that day sends shivers down my spine...A panic attack is like having no soul, and your mind is trying to prove to you that you have no soul, when it gets very close you get a panic attack. I stop smoking weed for a month, no panic attacks, mellow life, boring friends. I smoke again...but this time the mood is different...I dont like it...it scares me...I get confused..it's a sort of controllable mini panic attack. And everytime I smoke hoping it goes away...there it is. I smoked witha friend and I get bored with nothing to say. I am a fighter in personality...I keep fighting till I win..All my life I challenge others...and I always seem to win. In promotions I get promoted 1st, in games I rock! I consider fellow employees as challengers. I always felt that I have to be the best. 2nd place is last place. both are losers in the game of life....I was depressed!!!!
That is depression in its true eye...the sadness and worthless feelings are symtoms associated with depression. "Even stars refuse to shine!"
Whenever, just the sense that someone is better than me...I get scared...depressed...unhappy for the comming days.
I can't even explain having so many friends...I think to myself (what do they want).
I am Muslim, and not a good one, actually I'm a bad example of a Muslim.
I turn to my faith as a last resort...I turn to God (ALLAH), I pray to him, I know my illness has no cure except with him. for the first time I see the true meaning of the world, a reality that shocks me. Religion is a path...who walk it are PROMISED happiness in this world and the next...for others..not too sure .... Some people are MEANT to follow that path....

God (ALLAH) doesn't break a promise. God (ALLAH) is Perfect and only he is perfect. WEED, ALCAHOL are forbidden. but here is what healed my heart:
"If you plan to do good and do it, Allah repays you with a hundred times that you have done.
If you plan to do good and dont do it, Allah repays you with what you have planned as like you have done it.
If you planned to do bad and don't do it, Allah repays you with one good deed.
If you planned to do bad and do it, good punishes you with one bad deed"

I have changed...lost your ego, personality,ambition...been there done that...and now I look at it (btw looking at some bad experience is the first step to recovery) I see, I truely see the journey of life..as a Muslim I may see it differently than a Christian...but I truely respect both!

The Mind is a wonderful thing, and it will stay that way till someone figures it out...I don't seem to care, to me its a tool to judge good from evil, and to fufill my soul's need to learn about the mysteries of life.
I am still a fighter....I just changed the fight from selfish, to selfless.

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ok i never smoked weed or had done any alcohol until last night. i feel like ive gone into a dream and i cant get out. i dont feel myself anymore and i just want to get back to my old life. is this going to be permanent? its only my first time smoking, and the stuff was only like low grade KB. someone please help me, i cant deal with this

Guest · Guest

ya iss crezy how tha plant effacts sum ppl its lyke dat it u no lyke makes sum ppl like relacksed and shyt and others get all nurvess and shaky and ya. but if u quit smoaking 4 a wyle den u will or shudd reetern 2 normull. lyke der iz no purminent brane dammaje or nuthin from weed. but ya tha best drug dat i recummind doing iz oxycotton or lyke u no heron or sum shyt. aiight im off 2 bed imma peese out!

Guest · Guest

ya weed iz preddy crazy ya no juss go chyll on it if u fealin bad affekts frum it. ya dere iz no purmanint brane damaje or nuffin frum it but i say stick to horse or pcp or lyke acyd or sum shyt

Guest · Guest

Thta's a very sensible reply there The Foz. I've been going through depersonalization for three months now and it sucks big time and it's so comforting to have advice like that.

4 years ago I used to be a big smoker. Proper chilled out and all the rest. Talkative and such and then it started to get more poaranoid and now I have a disintegrated personality. I hope it returns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bobby · Guest

daman · Newbie Joined: 11 Feb 2007 Posts: 1

you people are freak nits. I have panic attacks when i smoke weed or think deeply" Oh come on! Your probably having panic attacks because the weed is making you see the world for what it really is. F$#@ up!

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