Alright, my problem is that I don't find being fingered enjoyable, sex wasn't as good as I hear it is, I can't wear tampons, I don't know if I'm an unusual case or not.
Sex was ok, but I didn't feel much, &it wasn't exactly pleasureful like most people say it is. I know that the main reason it was wonderful is because I care for this guy very deeply, &he does for me as well.
I really enjoyed it though. I just didn't get an orgasm or anything.
I'm not sure if my "cheery" was even popped.
I didn't bleed, it didn't hurt. (I do masterbate though)
His "goods" don't seem small to me. I don't really care about that much though.
Ohh, also, I can't wear tampons. I pass out if I put them in... like seconds after I do, even though I really couldn't care less about the thought of wearing them. It's not that I mind putting it in, it's just like it triggers something and knocks me out. Scary stuff. &I'm wondering if my boyfriends penis was longer, if that might trigger that too.
The thought scares me.
I'm not sure if that has anything to do with why fingers don't feel good in me.
They literally feel "not good". Like it barely hurts, but any guy that has every tried to finger me.. it just doesn't feel good. AT ALL. So I don't let them finger.. just play around down there a bit.
How come I can't get much pleasure from any guys?
My boyfriend is better than the others I've kinda messed around with in the past, but he can't do it either. I just want to be able to experience that with him.
&Trust me, I've given myself many before. Could it be because I masterbate? |
