I cut myself a little deeper each time!!!

buckingham · Newbie Joined: 04 Jun 2005 Posts: 13

I am 25 now, but when I was 18 my boyfriend left me. I was so depressed and sad so I started cutting my self. Legs and arms… and each time it was little deeper. There are still scars. My mom helped me with meds and doctors of course. I thought it never happens again, but my parents divorced two months ago. I am disaster again. I need to do it again…I don’t know how to help myself anymore.

kara · Silver Member Joined: 02 Nov 2001 Posts: 261

My parents separated two years ago when I was 22. My Dad just walked out one day. I learned later he’d been living with someone else for 4 years. He never even said goodbye to me. I cannot describe how I felt. I still do, for months I was so angry and guilty. I cut myself and each time it was little deeper. I hurt myself by punching walls and doors. I was just out of control. My mom made me see a doc. I am on meds now and it works, but what will happen when I stop with them.

I cut myself a little deeper each time!!!

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