Until today I was waiting for my HIV results and after reading the WeB I began to act paranoid. I had so much anxiety, couldn't sleep, eat and didn't want to be around anyone. I became depressed, because after all, I've had unprotected sex with a hand full of X's. starting thinking about my current boyfriend and how it will affect his life and our relationship. How my life would change, the worst 5 days of my life. I called the doctors office every single day, to the point that the secretaris knew who I was. The sad part is, I didn't even have any symptoms but the WEB made it worst for me, when i read on the WEB that sometimes you don't show symptoms. I'm 24 years old , I've made mistakes, been absolutely careless with not using protection, and after going through this, I've had a wake up call to be responsible and enjoy life and stop being so negative. I don't even look at my boyfriend the same way. I appreciate him so much , and do not want to be with anyone But him. However, if we ever break up, the next person I am with, will have to do a full STD/HIV test. By the way, the reason why I was upset also was because prior to this test, I was going to my doctor and getting blood taken out and I thought they were checking for HIV but they weren't. They were checking for cholesterol and normal stuff. So all along I was thinking I was getting tested for that but I wasn't. You actually have to ask for an HiV test, what a shame.