Pain induced masturbation

hulkster · Newbie Joined: 19 Mar 2007 Posts: 1

Ever since I was small, I got excited when I see women wearing down coats. I think it started the first time I saw Olivia Newton John in this sexy ski vest and I masturbated for the first time. Since then, down coats (only when women wear them) do it for me. I have several styles of womens down coats that I wear and then act out physical acts upon myself. I do various pro wrestling type moves where I slam myself into a wall, face slam onto the floor (using down vests as a cushion). I will fall backwards onto the floor from a pretty good height while wearing a down jacket or vest. After a few minutes of this (sometimes up to 20 minutes) it will culminate in masturbation. This is a 100% closeted activity. Most of the time I experience no pain due to my heightened excitement but bruises come and I feel it later. Any experience in this kind of activity. I am now 40 and I still do it from time to time. I know it is not "normal" and I am probably not the only one. Help?

rupertbear · Newbie Joined: 28 Jun 2007 Posts: 58

puppyluv2008 · Newbie Joined: 23 Jul 2008 Posts: 1

I can't say that I can relate, but I know someone who may can. When I reached close to my 30's my father and I became very open with our conversation. We can tell each other anything now and we completely understand one another. Growing up, my father and I were worlds apart. Now he is my closest friend (xpt for my hubby). My father became very sick, fatigued, lethargic, and somewhat mentally ill. Doctors passed it off as manic depression. He went through, not exactely what you describe, but close. He was an addict with it. The problem kept getting worse and worse, until finally he started losing feeling in his legs. He was diagnosed with spinal stenosis shortly there after. The mother cancer was prostate. But thats not all of it, what made him act the way he did was a hormonal imbalance. His testosterone levels were off the charts. The hormone levels was speeding up his cancer. I almost lost my father due to that. He came through his stenosis surgery like a champ, now he is having radiation done on his rib cage as it had spread there as well. They can only slow down the prostate cancer, the hormone levels made it progress too far to treat. He is now on a hormone replacement, progesterone, and he stated that only a few days of treatment he did not have anymore sexually irrational behavior. I hope this could be of some help.

Kirk C · Moderator Joined: 28 Apr 2008 Posts: 787

Your fetish sounds like it borders on masocisism, but there really isn't anything wrong with your behavior, as long as there is no lasting damage.

I know various men get fixation on various textures, materials, and clothing, but a down coat may not be all that unusual.

Good luck.

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