Pregnant, Stressed and Depressed

xjennax · Newbie Joined: 21 Jun 2008 Posts: 1

Hi there.

Please help I dont know what to do!! I am 10 weeks pregnant and not enjoying it at all! I thought I would be happy and enjoy my pregnancy but I aint. I don't have a job looking for one but to stressed! I mostly sit in the house most of the time and dont do anything but watch boring day time tv and go a walk. I feel like I want my old life back going to work, drinking at the weekend and having a laugh with my friends. Now I sit and watch my partner drink with his friends and I find it hard as I feel left out with them all drinking laughing away and when I talk no one listens a feel alone! I would love to have a job and have money coming in to support my baby when arrives but finding it hard to get one as I can only work temp for 6 months which is hard to find. My partner likes his weekends drinking and smoking and when I want to spend time out at the cinemas etc no money only for alcohol! My partner went in a mood with me because I bought a bottle of wkd which I wasnt intending to drink but poured a glass and hardly touch it dont want to harm baby but I feel bored and down:( ! Me and my partner argue all the time it gets worse as days go by. He likes to wind me up! He comments about other girls she is fit a wee cutie and all that. I feel down by this because my tummy will get bigger and he wont be attracted to me:( . I am also missing my 21st which I dont mind.My partner is celebrating his but I am not allowed to go (why is it they think ahh shes pregnant she cant go out and have a good time out on the town pregnant)? I'm also scared he will cheat on me as he has already cheated when I was under the same roof with one of my old friends. My morning sickness is bad most times I dont eat alot lost my appeptite and my partners mum is always on my back to eat and I nibble now and again. My partners mum also had a still born 20 yrs ago. I bought baby bottles and clothes for hospital for baby and I was told not to buy the clothes pram etc because it reminds her of when she done that for her stillborn. I do feel sympathy for her but she had two boys after it and has a happy life.Why cant I experience being happy and be excited i am pregnant and I cant:( I dont know what to do I am confused alone and depressed

Pregnant, Stressed and Depressed

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