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 Posted: 09/16/07 - 23:09 Post subject: ...am I bi? |
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Hey everyone. I'm 14 years old boy and I think I might be bi, but I don't wanna be... sometimes. I don't know! I'm confused...
I'm a very... messed up person. I think... And. Well, here is how it goes:
When I was little i remember coming across gay porn and liking it... ok. Then when I was 13, I was really.... "excited", and I found guys online, and I met with then... and I'm sure you can guess what happened next. I liked the sex, but... I'm not sure.
I'm pretty sure I'm sexually bi... i'd to have sex with both... But I don't wanna be. And I thought I was just sexuall bi, until recently... I found that I liked this one guy... So, I thought I was bi and I didn't want to be! Him and I are now going out... And I feel a bit awkward but I know I have feelings for him. We had our first kiss and the magic flew, but I still feel weird. I don't wanna be this way. But... There's a reason why.
Ever since I can remember I was called gay and made fun of. I hated it. I would usually blow it off, but honestly, it just builds up, until I explode. I hated when people called me gay. And I still hate it now, even though it's not a usual thing that happens. This is why I have a problem with being bi. I oh so ever want to prove those people wrong. I hate people. And I wish people weren't so mean and crule.... Arggg...
So... I don't ever want to come out. Ever. My boyfriend (that feels weird saying) accepts that and he doesn't mind, and I told him that if it ever does, for him to tell me. But, I don't have the courage to come out... And I don't ever want to.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I'm soo confused...
I know this is bad... But. I feel, sometimes, that it's not worth it and I should just kill myself. I've never tried, but it's been a thought... Ugh... I'm not going to. I just... I don't wanna come out, but I wanna be comfortable with myself.
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| Posted: 09/17/07 - 22:33 Post subject: |
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well... my deeply confused friend
the answer is simple yes, you are bi if people call you gay just laugh and say "you know it" they'll stop thinking your gay because u laugh at the idea |
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aaronpoof2
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| Posted: 06/26/08 - 19:06 Post subject: |
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I know almost exactly how you feel.
Well, I have never had a boyfriend or done anything with a guy, but the emotions the same.
I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT want to be gay/bi because of all of the criticizme ( i know I spelled that wrong)
But I already have people calling me gay, and I hate it soooo much and could kill them for it (don't take that seriously, I'm not going to)
Altough I still like a guy and want to have a boyfriend..
UGH!
Well I guess I like this girl too, so I am thinking I am bo but I don't wanna be!
I a glad that someone shares almost the same struggle with me.
If you want to hit me up on email/myspace go to
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Wishing you the best,
Aaron.
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