adderall abuse

i am 17 years old, i am a junior in high school.. and i just started using adderall this year. i have come to love it.. but the thing is, is that the next day i feel very light headed and that i feel like i will faint, also my heart feels weird as well. when i was about 10 months old i had pulmary stiniosis .. which i am fine now.. but i heard that if you take adderall when u are not perscribed to it and u have a heart problem that is not good at all.. i have told myself before that i would stop taking it all together, but then i always end up taking it one more time, and i like to block out of my head the consequences of how i feel the next day.. i feel terriable right now like my face gets pale, i either get the chills or i get very hot. i would like some information back, i did some research and alot of websites say that a ton of people abuse adderall and they are fine.. but then others say like effects that can happen.. i dont want to take the drug anymore, because this time really put me over the edge, but i would really like to kno what could happen to me if i kept doing it.. i cant stop thinking about how i feel right now and i think there is somethin wrong, because i did use it last night. if you could get back to me as soon as possible that would be good so i can try to get this whole situation off my mind.
-- concerned student.

Taking rcpc's that are not for you is just as deadly as abusing street-drugs...

I used to be in the same situation as you sort of, I got sweaty and cold and panick attacks, which is weird because that was why I liked it at first; they helped me feel chill. Then when I took a break and I began taking it again, it was like -whoa-. I forgot why I stoped till I was there again.

They say nobody can make one stop by itself, but in the end you're the one that has got to quit. I have been OK for three months now, and it feels great. I am not paranoid any longer and I actually get more things done. Stuff I thought I needed my RCPC's to do...

I actually got them for this one problem I had but I overdosed them, which is BAD.

I dunno if you need to talk to someone there are helplines that are anonymous. I got out of it by discipline... BTW, if it could be to any use for you I am 20... But the ones you are hooked on are tons more serious I think. Wish you the best!

If yuo need to write me you can./