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 Posted: 07/15/08 - 22:45 Post subject: miscarriage and spouse doesn't want anymore kids |
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| I recently had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. I know that is pretty early on, but it still hasn't stopped the sadness and aching I feel right now. I have one daughter that is 5 and I love her very much. I have always wanted two kids and after we had our daughter, my spouse stated he doesn't want anymore kids. So needless to say, this pregnancy was unexpected, but I was so excited. I thought this was my one and only chance to have another child. Now, I feel so sad and I cry constantly. My husband has tried to be supportive to a point, but I feel it was more of a relief to him than anything else because now he doesn't have to worry. I try to keep myself busy doing house chores and taking care of my daughter, but I keep running into babies and pregnant women everywhere and it is driving me crazy. My husband's friend who is five months pregnant is coming to stay with us for a few days next week and I am not sure how I am going to hold up. I know I have to try to act like nothing is wrong and give her lots of attention about her pregnancy but don't know how I will do it without breaking down in front of her every five minutes. Has anyone else been in this situation? I feel selfish right now for wanting another baby so bad. |
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