i'm 17 almost 18 years old and i have had panic disorder, anxiety disorder, and depression for a year now, and i'm thinking my anxiety and everything was brought on from doing drugs and drinking a few years back. but anyway i was put on paxil about 2 to 3 months ago, and slowly weened myself off of paxil just two days ago because i'm tired of meds. problem is , i am addicted to benzo's and i am also trying to ween myself off of my klonapin now too. but the past few days i've had this strange, unexplainable feeling in my head, but i will try to explain it the best i can. its a weird "burst" of kind of lightheadedness, almost like a "wave" of something going on in my head, and its not the sudden lightheadedness of a panic attack because this feels totally different, but sometimes when my heart beats, i'll feel this strange "wave" sensation at the same time as my heart beats. alot of times i have to think of where i am, i feel like i'm losing sense of reality sometimes... and since i have panic disorder , this strange new feeling is sending me into more panic attacks. i don't know if this is something serious, or maybe just a withdrawal effect of weeneing off of the paxil? i'm not sure but it's intensly worrying me, this feeling allows me to only get 3 to 5 hours of sleep two times a day. Some one please help the best you can if you know what this is, i'm worried out of my mind that it's something serious.
thank you in advance.