When I ejaculate, semen is watery and sticky

Hi Suyu,

The color and consistency of semen varies.

Don't compare yourself to what you see in porn.

You're normal.

Thank you.! I was worried.!

i started mastubating wen i was 16 yrs old, i so loved porn dat i did it atleast 1s a day. It became my hobby. I meet a gal dat i loved so much nd i made her my first gal frnd wen i was 18. She came 2 my house and d first tym i ever kissed her it was not wat i expected at all. It was lik i was likin my own lips. d foreplay was lik i wasn't even wit a woman and wen she told me 2 hav sex wit her i couldn't cus i was not even errected at all. She even gav me a blow bt still yet noffin. She got so angry and broke up wit me. I got another girl nd it was d same case. I Was so scared dat I went into research nd found out dat it was 2 much porn nd mastubation dat was d cours of it all. So i completely stoped both. After 4 months i meet a girl nd wen we kissed and romanced i realised dat my normally feelins has com back. But wat i noticed was dat, be4 i was not even sensity 2 touch, i noticed dat wen ever am wit a girl nd we ar in foreplay wen ever she touches my organ i feel lik cumin immidiatly then i giv an excuss 2 avoid embarassment not 1s not twice. I don't realy undastand my self i hav neva had sex nd i alway hav d urge 2 do it nd wen it comes my way i cant do any tyn cus am scare of cumin wit my organ jst in her hand. I don't no if it is PE or somtyn else.Plz i realy need help