Im using Clonezepam(Klonopin,Rivotril) and Lexapro 20mg(Escilatopram Oxalate) around for 6 months.

I had tappered off the Klonopin but having trouble tappering off the Lexapro.

Three days ago I tried cold turkey but it showed me some withdrawal effects such as

I was having Lucid Dreams , Sleep Deprivation , Red Eyes , Suicidal Thoughts were killing me.

I didnt knew there are withdrawal effect of these benzos. Are these symptoms normal ?

What are any other symptoms so I can be aware of it ? Or how long these symptoms will last]

if go cold turkey and by tappering off (I will try cold turkey bcoz I dont have enough money to seek
appointment from Doc and buy medication)

Plz help me Im going Crazy :-(