Hi people,

 

I am writing for support and advice, I am feeling absolutely destroyed. I have only just been in the bedroom  with my girlfriend when we was trying to have sex, And it started by me playing with her and makeing her cum a few times, then moved onto sex. but when i was about to, I lost my erection, You can tell my girlfriend was bored waiting because she was going on about me needing new socks and while trying to make me erect she was just saying "what do you want me to do just lay here?..". I got a erection after a while and sat up to start when she was laying down, by the time i got to her it had gone. I love my girlfriend dearly, And i find her extremely attractive. 

 

And i just left the room out of embarrasement, And now im writing this.

 

Me and my girlfriend have been together for 6 months, But this has been like this before this relationship. She has a 1 1/2 old son. And he is always close by when we are trying, its not like we get a time to ourself. i can hear him snoring thats how close he usually is. I got a feeling it has something to do with that.

 

When we do have sex, I stop alot because im near ejaculating, I cant keep going. And then i ejeculate within 5-10 minutes. She says she likes it, but theres no way she would like sex for that long.

 

I am 24 years old, I am 16 stone. And i am desperate for support.  i hate myself so much because i cant do what she wants.