AM I STILL A VIRGIN ?

HI So my ex bf were going at it , so when he went in me I DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL . No pain , No blood and no pleasure he kept thrusting but nothing seems to happen to me , the only person who was enjoying was him , no matter what he did I felt nothing , so I thought to my self maybe he has a small penis that wasn't long enough to break it ? Or is it me ? I horseback ride but that was still when I was 12 so please explain ? Am still I a Virgin ? And I swear that was first