I was taking behavior meds and mood stabilizers at a child, Lets just say my parents may have been putting a little to much faith in medications. Anyways, I was also melatonin to sleep as well as one benadryl a night in order to sleep, I have very little memory of what happened, but I have been told many stories of a three day time period that I spent in the hospital. I was told "We thought we had lost our little girl, she was no longer part of this world" I suppose it was something like a bad trip

I woke up one morning and I was no longer myself, (based on stories) I wore a dress, but I was not wearing underwear and I wanted everyone to know it. I had puked and peed in my bed that night and had no idea. I was told that I talked to men outside of the window of the car while driving down the freeway, I believed that my pets were in the car, and I had a swarm of spiders that just kept showing up. I was in the hospital for three days coming down off of this "bad trip" and the only thing the doctors could find in my blood and urine was Benadryl. This is not a joke, they thought I had overdose only to discover it had been building up in my system for months. Be careful when taking Benadryl, I am no longer able to take any antihistamines because doctors are unsure how my body will react. Although as a form of suicide I am sure it would work for me just great.Â