Please anyone help Me im a mess.. I just want to be straight but i think iam not.. Before i thought it was hocd. Now i only get turned on by lesbian porn. Before When i thinked about having a realation ship and sex with a girl i was disgusted ... But now it like i want it!!!why i want my attraktion too boys back :-(maybe iam afraid for society!??? I want to be with my ex he is a boy,but what if i just force myself to like him :'(:'(im scared who am i?? What if iam a lie ? What if iam afraid what others should think ? I want the Old Me back. I have ocd but i know iam gay.. I dont want to be gay!!!! I want my ex:'(:'( I havee had these lesbian thoughts for a couple of years and in the besinning i reacted with disgusting but now itu like my minds like it!!wtf whyyyy what happen to Me:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(i want to love a boy agian and have my ex back :'(:'(help Me is this normal for hocd Can it still be hocd ?????
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May be its because its to do with your ex that in a way your telling yourself your not going to find another guy like him so it is making you think along the lines of maybe a female would love me that way.
I know i haven't explained it that well but i hope you can understand what i mean hun :-)
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I just I don't know anymore I'm so freaked out:( like I had a boyfriend and we would kiss and hug and I get aroused when we did so does that mean I'm straight I'm so scared:( its just ruined my mind, like I used to want to grow up and marry a guy and do cute things and I had a major crush on this one guy for about three years, but its all gone now:( I'm so paranoid about being a lesbian!
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Well I always thought that I was straight but around when I was 13 I started having sexual fantasies about guys and now I am 99% sure that I'm bi. I doubt that it's hormones, but it's not a huge deal to be bi. I can be perfectly happy in a relationship with a girl or a boy. But if you're afraid that you are gay/lesbian, it's probably HOCD.
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My very good friend never came out of the closet. The shame of society was more than she could handle.
If you think you're gay, be gay. Trust me, hiding in the shadows will make you miserable. You will be living a
Pretended life, you will be lying every second of every day. So, you are a lesbian. Try saying that in front of
The mirror with a smile. This is not a choice you made. This is who you are. Accept it, live with it, be proud of it.
These days, homosexual relationships are not what it used to be, people accept them or even find fashionable.
And if they don't, well, F... Them. Being gay is nothing to be ashamed of. Don't you dare to think that way.
Best luck to you
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