hey everyone

29 year old male USA

reading everyone else’s stories about this procedure breaks my heart. I’m day 6 post surgery, I wasn’t given anything except oxycodone for pain and minimal instructions. My surgery was on the 30th of November and today is the 6th of December. I stop taking the pain killers a day and a half after the surgery and just started using large quantities of marijuana for pain. I feel a lot of clenching and contractions in the rectal area, first BM was 2 days after surgery, had nothing but water and soup. BM was so painful I was crying, I toke up with every BM because it helps with the spasms and some of the pain. It’s hard to walk, hard to stand for long, and after the first BM I started to have this bubbly sensation in my anus and I notice the gauze pads get filled with blood. Haven’t detected any puss, but minor bleeding. Wish I never did this, but too late now, it feels like it’s getting better than Bam! You’re stuck in one position in crippling pain asking forgiveness from the Good Lord for all your past sins.... 

 

i hope this this gets better.... the pain is u bearable and drains me.