hi again
i went back to my GP,and he told me that medications are not the answer for me,and when i mentioned mucuna pruriens he had no idea what they where all he said was that i would get horrible side effects with every med and so he referred me to a psychologist.i don't know how a psychologist can help me when im having those withdrawals i mentioned. i convinced him i needed to see a psychiatrist too and he said it wouldnt hurt.so im waiting another week to see these professions.
i went back to my GP,and he told me that medications are not the answer for me,and when i mentioned mucuna pruriens he had no idea what they where all he said was that i would get horrible side effects with every med and so he referred me to a psychologist.i don't know how a psychologist can help me when im having those withdrawals i mentioned. i convinced him i needed to see a psychiatrist too and he said it wouldnt hurt.so im waiting another week to see these professions.
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well i went back to my psychiatrist and she just said i will become better,and she agreed that these were all possible withdrawal symptoms and it takes time but they will surly go away.
i have been feeling better physically.i think my movements are becoming better(normal).my muscles arent sore.my neck is not achy,hence it is not testosterone deficiency(hypogonadism)and the endocrinologist already ruled this out.
i still have chills and hot flashes(mild). i m having insomnia again,and its not because im depressed. i can not cry when i m sad,a few tears come out but then i get head ache and sore (reddish) eyes. i also have digestion problems and im becoming like allergic to food.i fell itchy lot and i had a few rashes the otherday.i know these are possible withdrawals and they should subside even if it takes as long as it has taken me.
my memory however is back to normal.(short and long term).
what i know has made these withdrawals worse,is that the load of responsibilities i put myself under.i was pushing things while going through these horrible withdrawals.i was away from home and telling my family that i was doing uni papers and thats what they were expecting.but during this time i could not possibly study.and its nearly 2 years now and i m still struggling to adapt.
and because of all of this i have no close friend. and people i have tried to meet all thing of me as weird and avoid me.i m just happy my memory is back. and lastly i have low libido and i know its from the meds.so i hope they become better too.
i know im confusing here but i hope u understand.its all i can put together,and most of my earlier comments were made while i was feeling c**p with withdrawals.
i have been feeling better physically.i think my movements are becoming better(normal).my muscles arent sore.my neck is not achy,hence it is not testosterone deficiency(hypogonadism)and the endocrinologist already ruled this out.
i still have chills and hot flashes(mild). i m having insomnia again,and its not because im depressed. i can not cry when i m sad,a few tears come out but then i get head ache and sore (reddish) eyes. i also have digestion problems and im becoming like allergic to food.i fell itchy lot and i had a few rashes the otherday.i know these are possible withdrawals and they should subside even if it takes as long as it has taken me.
my memory however is back to normal.(short and long term).
what i know has made these withdrawals worse,is that the load of responsibilities i put myself under.i was pushing things while going through these horrible withdrawals.i was away from home and telling my family that i was doing uni papers and thats what they were expecting.but during this time i could not possibly study.and its nearly 2 years now and i m still struggling to adapt.
and because of all of this i have no close friend. and people i have tried to meet all thing of me as weird and avoid me.i m just happy my memory is back. and lastly i have low libido and i know its from the meds.so i hope they become better too.
i know im confusing here but i hope u understand.its all i can put together,and most of my earlier comments were made while i was feeling c**p with withdrawals.
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hi again
yes time is on my side and im digging deep to find the real reason for my depression
im starting to think that i might have something wrong with my thyroids.i have ice cold hands and still having digestion problems and also my throat ,(front of my neck) does not feel normal(hard to explain).and i still have sleeping problems like i wake up not relaxed,after long sleep,also slow hair growth could all to do with my thyroids.i have an appointment nextweek and i will see how it goes.what do you think?i really appreciate your replys.
yes time is on my side and im digging deep to find the real reason for my depression
im starting to think that i might have something wrong with my thyroids.i have ice cold hands and still having digestion problems and also my throat ,(front of my neck) does not feel normal(hard to explain).and i still have sleeping problems like i wake up not relaxed,after long sleep,also slow hair growth could all to do with my thyroids.i have an appointment nextweek and i will see how it goes.what do you think?i really appreciate your replys.
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