I do have a constant pinching ache 2 inches below my left collar bone. I have this pain for two decades now. I have tried to seek help from a psychiatrist and a physician. Psychiatrists prescribe pills which don't help and physicians generally don't take me seriously. I am 31 years old. I read the answers by people who go through the same trauma as me. I know that this is anxiety based. I have dedicated years of my life I trying to think of a solution. But to no avail. It's the same thing everytime I wake up. It's like there is a storm in my head accompanied by this strange pinching ache.ci have developed an alter ego unfortunately because I needed someone to talk with about this. So my usual day is all about a dialogue with self which is crazy. As I can't calm down I drink very heavily causing very very bad hangovers and frightening thoughts. This has ruined my life, spoilt my image and my self respect. I don't find joy in anything. The closest people to me are my mother and sister. They are aware of the problem but bot the intensity or the magnitude of it. I have a high sex drive but find it impossible to attract women towards me. My only question is is there any way out of this? Is there any instant relief. I am from India and I am an atheist. I possess radical thoughts which turn out to be true.