trust in god and the pain will pass good luck
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Addiction is not caused by being addiction to a substance, it is caused by first something in your life that you could or refused to deal with. You have to treat the emotional and mental and physical before you can become in recovery. You have to learn what caused you to become addicted before you can even start recovery. Not a simple, oh just put whatever it is down and stop. That is not only dangerous but can kill you.
I have worked in drug addiction for over 25 years and almost all addicts trade one addiction for another if they never seek the root of the problem in the first place.
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I sypmthize with you wife deeply and go through the same thing.
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About 5 or 6 years ago I was living with my mom, she had neck and other pain that the doctor prescribed her many pain killers for. He had her on loratab, vicotin, oxycontin, fentenol patches, darvaset, perkasets and who knows what else! He had her on Soma and other muscle relaxers as well.
So at this point I am 16 yrs old, I have back pain from a car accident, I go to physical therapy, and the doctor(same as moms) prescribes me loratab. Thats it, I'm hooked, and I mean HOOKED. I started taking more and more of my own until I ran out, then I stole them and other pills from mom. At this point we were both addicted.
I used my boyfriend to get free "just about any pill I wanted", including neurontin, vicotin, tramadol, darvaset, and perkasets. I know I can't spell most of these drugs but you know what I mean.
Then the doctor took me off of the loratab. I was like ok whatever and just got it from my boyfriend and so called friends.
Ok, so now at this point I am 17, I am slowing down on taking the pills because I am realizing I can't function without them and don't like it.
But now mom is going to a different doctor who still has her on Oxycontin and Soma. He ups her dose of Oxycontin for a while then, snap! no more, your done, thats it! Totally took her off of the Oxycontin completely because low and behold he was being investigated for giving "unneeded prescriptions". So he stopped her almost cold turkey so he would have one less patient on Oxycontin. So she gets what she wants from her so called friends and other "hook ups" that they know. heh... friends...sure
I told her she needed to stop and she countered with "well it's ok for you but not for me?" and no matter what I said I could not make her understand that I was not taking a handful of oxycontin, methadone, and somas all at once like her. So I left and went to live with my dad which was not a great situation, but I thought that would make her quit to get me to come home. But that didn't happen.
I came home to spend some time with her after not seeing her for several months. We had a great time that night, went shopping with her boyfriend, we had lots of fun. We went to bed at 4am, I woke up at 8am and she was dead. She was 38, I was 17.
Mom had struggled with other drug addictions in the past, I know she was an addict. But that is the whole point. Why, why oh why did they put her on oxycontin, methadone, fentinol patches, and soma? He knew she had an addictive personality and he continued prescribing her the drugs even when he KNEW she was abusing them (getting refills too early, being upset when they wouldn't refill early).
My entire point of telling you all this is that I don't want another child waking up to see their mother dead because a doctor was more concerned about their kickbacks than the life of their patient. Please do not take the word of your doctor for gospel, get second opinions and always try a natural healing method before turning to prescription narcotics and other drugs.
I also hope that this will help someone who is abusing any prescription to realize that you are going to hurt more than just yourself whether you think so or not. Mom never wanted to hurt me, she loved me, but now I have hurt everyday for the last three years for her and will for the rest of my life.
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i have been addicted to loritabs or loricettes (hydrocodone) for going on 8 years . i went to the methadone clinic for 2 and a half years. i felt as if i had my life back, i was sober for 15 days . i held a steady job and made excellent money for my family. the mehtadone clinic was only 95 dollars a week. i weaned myself down to 2.5 mg/ then came off. i was attending church regularly and really thought as if i wasnt a drug addict anymore, then all of a sudden i thought well its been 15 days and i havent had a xanex in 2 and a half years so i took two then four. due to the influence of friends. then i thought well why not ill mix a pain pill in with it . now before you know it im back to needing 7 or 8 a day or im sick. i have left my husband because he doesnt understand he says that he spent 10,000 dollars in the clinic for nothing. i have nothing now. i quit my job due to being pill sick, im not doing as much as before but im up to at least 6 to 8 a day now. i dont want to lose my family my 17 year old son threathens to go to his dads. please help me. my husband wont let me go back to the c linic he says he loves me but cant deal with it anymore. says he has lived all these years of hell. i cant stop. the fear of being pill sick, throws me into a major anxiety attack without the hydrocone. i feel like im going crazy . i love my husband and family i am 37 years old. God know i just want to be normal. but the sickness is more than i can bare, ive always had panic attacks and depression. the only time i feel happy is when i have hydrocodone in my system any advice?
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It's not as much that I feel necessarily the need to remove myself from the power of these Pain Killers. It's an interesting point that due to my condition, the way others act around me makes me realize how different people around me act knowing I have these pills. It's like the lottery, I have friends I never knew I had.
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Even if you arn't a pothead, hell even if you've never smoked weed and don't know how to buy any, go to a incense shop, prefereably one with alot of Greatful Dead and Sublime posters, and ask someone wearing alot of hemp if they know where you could get an eight of dank. It's easier than you think, and will seriously make withdrawal so much better. It will ease the physical symptoms and provide a stepping stone back towards sobriety, you'll still be high and happy all the time for a little while, but it's a much less damaging and addictive high. Once your withdrawal is over, start cutting back the pot smoking (if you want to that is, in the scheme of things being a habitual potsmoker is pretty cheap and harmless, especially when compared to the addiction you've gotten over). Once you start having intervals of sobriety between smoke sessions, and you feel comfortable with actually being sober, try going a day with no drugs. The most important thing is don't rush yourself. You'll find quiting smoking pot to be melancholy but not nearly as hard as what you've already been through.
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