My best friend was in a mnotorcycle accident a year and a half ago. he has been on high doses of loratab. he claims to want to reduce his intake but is having a vicious time doing it. it has consumed his whole out look on life, grant it i belive he does have pain for all the fractures and metal that has been put in, but i think that he needs to deal with some of the pain instead of trying to solve it. i am infact afraid of his health cause he already has liver issues. what can he replace this with to ease his pain ???
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I'm now on day 3 of detox and I feel like I'm living in hell. My life was hard enough to deal with, which is probably a pretty good explaination for my dependancy - stress. But now I'm dealing with withdrawals and I feel like a nut case. I haven't slept in 72 hours. I have short bursts of genuine happiness, then instant depression and emotional distress. I cry over everything. As far as emotions go, it's almost like being pregnant. I'm resltess. Can't get comfortable no matter what I try. I just started having the diaharrea symptoms a few hours ago. Seems like I'm on the toilet every other hour. I don't have an appetite. I can keep food down just fine, but I can't force myself to eat. I've had flu-like symptoms. Achiness, runny nose, coughing, etc. The anxiety attacks are the worst. The smallest things make me feel like my heart is about to explode.
I am exhausted. I have to be at work in about 8 hours and I honestly don't know how I'm gonna make it.
The only thing keeping me from doing whatever need be to relapse, is those short bursts of pure happiness. To know that I'll be me again. I don't even remember what that feels like anymore. But I know it'll be worth it in the long run. Wish me luck on my journey. I wish all the best to those of you struggling with this life-ruining drug. Hope I helped.
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Quitting Vicodin (or any narcotic painkiller) is tricky. This sounds like a cliche line but, 'you have to want to quit' in order to achieve it. I started popping Vics when I was 23 years old, I had found a couple of sources that kept me in constant supply. It got worse as it always does and I became prisoner to it (sounds dramatic 'prisoner') but its true. Everything in my life took a backstep as nothing was important but getting my "lories". I literally could not function without them, showering without them? No way. Going to class without them? Nah not me. I lost everything.
Sounds like everyone else's cliche addiction story right? Actually, you are correct. It is only recent that I have stopped. 51 Days to be exact. But you know what? This is the longest time in 3 years that I have been off of them, and this is the only time I've actually wanted to quit. The reason? I don't know man. I've "quit" vics before but in the back of my mind I always thought..."It'll be there if I want". But for some reason this time...naw man. Something just f*****g snapped and I did decided to do it.
It IS POSSIBLE to live without painkillers. Hey, I thought the opposite for a long time, but it changed. When you stay off them its almost like finding out who you are again, except a bit smarter? I don't know how to explain it. You just have to be willing to accept the change. And by that I mean....1. Not speaking to your contact any longer. 2. Getting away from people who enable. (I don't believe in the 12 step programs, but this is KEY!)3. The will to start imagining life without the damn pain meds.
I know I sound extremely cheesy lol, but this is how it is. And I refused to quit over and over again throughout the years. I guess I "preach" this because I know its possible and I can empathize with all these stories I've read. I didn't believe I could stay off of them for many years. I thought it would never change. More hurting the people I love, becoming a common thief, losing a lover, and that us just the beginning! But that one day man, it all changed.
If you want to get off the painkillers, well it is possible. So okay, I know that was probably melodramatic and cheesy ;). But it is how I feel. It all boils down to whether or not you are emotionally ready to close that chapter in your life.
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I was on Oxy for about 5 years, ruined my marriage...she to this day doesnt know I was using the entire time I knew her. I hated my job, but was making a very nice mid 6 figure income, and I felt the Oxy made me great at it. After my wife left me due to my crazy mood swings I'm sure, I decided to quit cold turkey. I went thru 3 days of cold turkey hell, sweating hot, then ice cold, diareah, and vomiting...I could not eat a peanut. I weighed 185lbs at start, and was down to 160lbs in 3 days. I was so dehydrated I dragged myself to a Dr, but didn't tell him about my drug usage, just said I hadn't eaten for 3 days and was sick. They put me in on an IV to hydrate me, and I think it pschologically helped me more than anythng else. While I sat in the exam room alone with the IV pumping cold fluids in my vein, I saw a sign on the wall that read "THIS OFFICE NO LONGER PRESCRIBING OXYCONTIN!!". I knew I was on the right path at that point for sure.
He gave me a sleeping pill he said would knock me out cold, but it did nothing...I still had trouble sleeping for 2 more days, but felt much better the 5th day. I felt great for about month, and then got the great idea to start taking Lortab, thinking it wouldn't be so hardcore as Oxy. Well 5 years later, 10-12 LTs per day, every single day, I am about to quit again cold turkey. I quit my job cuz I thought I couldnt do it w/out the pills. I dropped off the face of the Earth socially cause I didn't want to drink on the pills, and told myself it's no worse than going out to bars at night, some drink, I take pills whats the big deal... but I hated my secret addiction. Now I have burned through my savings to keep up my habit, w no job. What kind of m***n goes through this twice?!! I have cut down to 4 LTs/ day for last few days, and I'm already starting to feel like c**p, with no energy to move,like an elephant is sitting on my chest...Im so sick of wasting $ on this nonsense though, and counting pills everyday, so this is it...I have about 20 LTs left, and plan to continue tapering down to 2 a day, then 1, and then I'm terrified of the next 4-5 days after that. I hope it's not as bad as the Oxy withdrawl, but fear it will be the same.
Has anyone else had success with tapering down dosage? I saw one post here that claims it worked, but over a long period of time that I don't have...I'm starting a new ( much lower paying) job in about 3 weeks, and need free of this by then.
Also has anyone else been thru both Oxy and Lortab withdrawl...is it the same?
I will try to post for benefit of others when it's over...I know I wont have the energy until then...good luck to all of you, you are not alone. I do know I got through this once before, and did feel normal again...that's what I'll be holding on to. One good thing is I know I'm about to lose a lot of weight, so I'm going to eat a gallon of oreo cookie ice cream, and a nice fat steak before I start (comedic relief)...I'm such a dope!
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I have had chronic nech pain for 15 years. The first ten years I was ok with aleve. The last five years the pain was so bad I could not stand it. The doctors kept giving me pills that did not help even a little bit. I never wanted to ask them for Lortab because I know people ask all the time for other reasons than pain. I did not want them to think that I was just trying to get high, I just wanted to get better. But I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy and a friend gave me left over tabs he had. So now I am taking them without the care of my doctor. It is frustrating trying to get people to understand how bad my head and neck hurt all day. I will never be cured of this pain, the doctor's have tried everything. So now I am taking them and can't have the doctor's check my liver or whatever else they need to monitor because I can not tell them I take Lortab. It sucks to be in chronic pain because all the doctor's think about is addiction. I am sick of taking them as well, but if I stop there will be no help for my pain. I am scared of the physical withdrawls as well. So I kinda get irritated with people that fake pain and get them and I am almost disabled and I can't even get them under the care of my doctor. Still, good luck to everyone with quitting. I will have no quality of life if I quit, they are the only thing I have tried that take the edge off the pain.
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