Okay so I know I seriously messed up but hear me out....Around 4 days ago my boyfriend and I (both 14) had PROTECTED sex. He always pulls out even with a condom. However this time he started to ejaculate in me but pulled out as soon as it happened. A little while later we discovered that the condom had ripped, not in half, just a small rip in the side. It was the last day of my period (which is normally regular). We tried to get the morning after pill but we didn't have the money. Now I'm deathly afraid that I'm pregnant. My family doesn't know he and I are sexually active and my mother would kill me if she found out. Can anyone help me because I'm terrified and have no idea what to do?