Weird feeling in my head? Ever since I was little I've had episodes where I feel like every sound is moving to a beat that is constant, just random times during the day. It was especially bad when I was little and I usually would lay down on the ground until it stopped because it scared me so much. I have had a similar feeling in dreams. Not the every sound is moving to a beat thing, but the fear because something was not in order? These are very recurring dreams and I still have them often. There are two other situations where I experience the same feeling. When doing math when I was little (I was home schooled) I remember having several negative connotations to certain numbers, especially 7 and 3 (also 9). The connotation to 7 and 9 was a feeling that they were bad numbers because of... well it's to explain because at the time I had no idea what sexual abuse was because I was only six or seven, but that's the kind of feeling I get when thinking about that stuff now andI can connect it to the feelings I had then as the same feeling. Also, I used to always get the feeling when touching denim, but more of a sick feeling. There is no evidence that I was sexually abused as a child but it is possible due to a few factors which I won't share.