Yeah this forum has def been a lifeline to me too. I dont have anyone else who would understand that this is related to bc, especially given that i doubt it myself at times. Im jus worried that my worries etc have become a habit an how will i kno if im fully recovered or not. I would not wish this on anyone :-(
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That’s exactly my problem. Me thinking and feeling negatively about my boyfriend has became a habit and it’s very hard to figure out if these are real feelings or not because I’ve been feeling them for so long! I don’t know how it’s going to feel to go back to normal and I don’t even remember what normal is. It’s so so weird. I just feel like this is the new me and that I’ll always be unhappy with him because of my loss of interest. Idk I can’t explain myself very well.
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No i sympathise totally with u as its exactlt how i feel an it breaks my heart. my husband is a lovely man an is so good to me an wev had such a great relationship up until all this. I keep telling myself that but jus somethin inside me doesnt feel right anymore an it scares me. Ita has def driven a wedge between us an im scared itl take him to leave me for me to realise cos im literally pushin him too far :-(
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Ugh I am at university today for an exam and I can just feel the nervous-ness brewing inside of me.. I hate being in certain places they literally can make me anxious out of nowhere ugh. But I am stronger than before so I can do this.
Girls for the negative thoughts, honestly mine start to disappear but then they do come back in stressful situations :( I dont know what the solution is except time
Girls for the negative thoughts, honestly mine start to disappear but then they do come back in stressful situations :( I dont know what the solution is except time
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I’m always very off when I’m at college. It’s a very stressful time in our lives so it makes sense!
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My grandmother just passed away ladies.. :( Live life to the fullest, when all this pain inside our heads is over just be happy with your life!!! I met a guy on the train home from school today he was 85 years old, and he told me his wife died two years ago.. and the best thing throughout his life was companionship and sharing memories with another person he loved. It is the best thing in life. What a way to end of the last 3 months from hell.. This was definitely the cherry on top. Goodluck on another day girls
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My grandmother just passed away ladies.. :( Live life to the fullest, when all this pain inside our heads is over just be happy with your life!!! I met a guy on the train home from school today he was 85 years old, and he told me his wife died two years ago.. and the best thing throughout his life was companionship and sharing memories with another person he loved. It is the best thing in life. What a way to end of the last 3 months from hell.. This was definitely the cherry on top. Goodluck on another day girls, make sure today you are grateful for your life even though we feel like we are stuck in turmoil
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So sorry to hear this nikki. You're right- i keep tellin myself i need to appreciate what i have etc. Recently a couple of my friends dads have passed away an its made me try an put things in perspective. I can for a while an then i revert back to the same old worries. Thats why im hopin this is jus hormones cos i realise my behaviour an worries r so irrational and selfish at times :-( sendin u hugs nikki
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I’m so sorry for your loss, I agree with you both. Life is a precious thing and we need to make memories and live it to its fullest potential! Can’t wait till we overcome this and we learn to enjoy life again, I also feel my irrational thoughts are utterly selfish and I️ know it, which just bugs me even more!
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Yup these irrational thoughts are so selfish and at times I want to legit snap and get so angry cause there so frustrating. But I can't.
You guys can write on here today how your days are going
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ME An my husband are both off work today and wev had a lovely day going out for lunch and christmas shopping. When im with him i feel so much more relaxed and normal but i know when im back in work tomoro the thoughts and anxiety will return :-( i really dont want this to spoil christmas
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That’s how I feel. I’m usually very happy and relaxed with him. I’m happy an ok day. Very stressed because of finals and I think it’s what’s causing me to feel so low.
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Dya think we will jus wake up some day and feel normal again? I jus dont understand how these thoughts will go away? Its scary! Literally this time last year i was on top of the world. Never thought id doubt my relationship
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No idea lol. I think they go away gradually although I wish I was waking up and just feeling ok! It bothers me that even on my good days I come here for reassurance.
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Yeah im the same. Got my hormones tested again an doc is sayin they r normal! Was sorta hoping shed say there was somethin outa wack that might explain all this :-( can anyone tell me should your cycle be the exact same amount of days every month give or take one or two? MIne have ranged from 25-34! Is this normal?
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