I need advice ASAP i have been on the pill for two years and i decided to come off it two months ago. My moods started to change slightly i was angry and would get angry at the slightest thing. Then out of No where 3 weeks ago my hole life fell apart im with my boyfriend 6 years and we have been living together for three years. I always said i found my soulmate he is the man i want to marry and have kids with. Then three weeks ago on a monday night me and him had a little fight and and i had this one thought in my head what if we break up and i had a panic attack that ws so bad i couldnt breath felt like my life was falling apart. What if i don't love my boyfriend anymore these are all the things that are going through my head i love him but i do not have that in love feeling anymore.....will this return i have panic attacks all the time, headaches, not eating i have lost a stone and a half. I have moved back home to my parents im not able to work. I went to see the doctor and he put me on xanex and that was helping and then a phyciatrist put me on Ireven and generic anti-depressant like effexor. So i was doing okay until wednesday and i took my anti-depressant and wednesday could not sleep then thursday was the worst night of my life i was up the hole now having panic attacks because i kept thinking me and my boyfriend are going to breakup because i might not be in love with him then i was vomiting. The next day which was friday just gone i went to see my Therapist and she told me that ths has nothing to do with mark that my hormones in my body and then from the tablets ive been taking im having withdrawals. The doctor has put me back on Xanex and im a little calmer now but im still sad keep crying i woke up this morning and i got my period. I have sat down with my boyfriend and told him everything thats going on in my mind and he said that he still wants to support me 100% and when im better if it actually really turns out things are not working it'll be ok but everytime i think of that i feel like my world is ending.i feel like i have lost everything we had an apartment together and now im back home im not working im crying all the time i really feel like im goin mad i have lost my sex drive :(:(:( My therapist told me to go and see a Doctor call Jan De Vries he specialises is hormones imbalances and has helped alot of women so i will be going to see hime the end of July. Please if there is anyone out there like this please email me and tell me things get better because im desperate at this point.