my friend and I were haning out and we were youching each others penises

Hi I'm 14 and after school on a friday my friend and I were haning out and we were youching eachothers penises (with our pants still on) and he was getting really really close to cumming but pulle away and did it himself. I thought maybe he hought it was getting to gay so instead we just started playing Grand Theft Auto IV and encouraged me to do it again exept this time he let me pull down hhis pants and do it but he pulled away again before I could make him cum. Am I gay for liking jerking him off? Is he gay and in denial? I've sucked my other friends cocks and made out with some of my friends and me and my very close friend hump alot in fact every time we hang out. Yet at the same time I am very attracted to girls and have had grlfriends.....HELP!?