I am 18 and gay. by best friend since we were 5 is straight but we have seen eachother naked. whenever i see him i am turned on and cant help but think about having sex with him. i think he is straight. I mean, he hasnt had any recent hookups or any relationships but always talks aabout sex with girls. whenever we are together and it seems like he has a boner, (how would i know he doesnt tell me), he props his leg up so i can see a clear outline of his penis. I occasionally do the same and make my junk look bigger than it is in my pants. i want to tell him that i have a crush on him or just when he is at my house grab his penis, but i am sure that we would not be friends after that. What should i do? do you think he is gay? should i just keep us as friends? should i come out?
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i just tried this last night and he did not show his penis. he INSISTED that we do it one behind another (him behind me). i was just to the left of the screen and he was behind me to my right. do you think he did this to enforce privacy? or to make an easy way to watch me jack off and cum. its obvious if i turn around and do it. i want to try again and have us next to eachother and just lean over and blow.
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Most "straight" people have an unacknowledged (or ignored) interest in same sex activity at one time or another. If he is a good friend, as you suggest, you should be able to speak truthfully to him, such as, "You know, I'm really fond of you. I've always liked you. I hope my telling you that doesn't make you uncomfortable. I don't want to lose you as a friend, but I guess I've always kind of loved you, you know? Sorry, I can't help my feelings."
See what he says in reply and where things go. All you can do is put yourself out there and be sensitive to his response. Yes, you DO risk his pulling away, but he may surprise you and tell you he has always loved you, too! Like they say, nothing ventured nothing gained. If you never try to let him know of your affection for him, you will always regret never having attempted the connection with him that way. If that freaks you out, then join the club -- we all have missed opportunities on our "records" that we will regret forever. Good Luck..
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