Im a 14 teen year old female, and everytime i masturbate i feel so worthless, shameful and it makes me want to cry. I have never had a boyfriend before, and im not into porn or anything like the other kids, rather i think porn is disgusting. Im catholic but my families not religious really at all. My mom says its okay to masturbate since its just a normal reaction, but everytime i do it i feel so guilty. I feel a very strong connection with god, but just on a level where i see him as a savior for me and my hard times, hes like a warmth i get when im lonely, and i often try to become someone he can be 'proud' of, and i feel he sees everything, and everytime i masturbate i feel horrible and feel that hes disapointed in me, i try not to and try to stop myself but my body cant, i dont masturbate frequently just about every other week since a month ago, and i feel disgusted with myself. Ive developed a self hatred when it comes to my sexual urges. If anyone can help, or give me advice, please help me.
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