So I am 18 and lost my virginity at the age of 17 to a w****. I don't know why but I was bored, the moment I started I was just so bored of sex with this sexy lady.Other people I know at school have lost their virginity, but they said it was amazing. I look back at myself and find it overrated.Ever since this school term has started I have started to become awfully depressed. Like sex and relationships always keep failing me, like they were never meant to happen.Then one day I come to the conclusion that maybe I am Bisexual or Gay. Yet I had never found erotic feelings from Guys before, or at least no one I know of at school. I guess it was because I was looking away from them since I was 13, and never making any eye contact.Now after viewing many sites I've noticed that I get aroused to yiff and yaoi, both gay and straight. The real thing (non animated) isn't working for me.Also when I look into the future, I can't see myself marrying women. But men on the other hand I can.Now I have heard stories of people knowing they are LGBT when they are 6 years old, but I know of people who don't find out until they are 15 or 16.But for me, I feel like my situation is so different, and that I am alone.I don't care whether I am, LGBT for that might be who I am. I'm not afraid but ready to embrace it if I am correct.Can anyone give me advice, or tell me whether I am "Messed Up"?
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