I recently was diagnosed with bipolar 2, the one where the highs are mild and depression/suicidal thoughts and self harm are more common. I am taking Lamictal, qhich is helping, although I feel mostly depressed. Since coming home from the hospital (6 week program- great program) 3 months ago, I am almost anorexic. I lost over 40 pounds and don't feel good about myself unless I can feel ribs, etc. Scared to gain weight. See myself as fat in the mirror. My husband thinks that since I cannot control anything around me, this is why I am so obsessed with weight. Has anyone else gone through this?