Hi, i prefer not to say my name, but i'm 14 years old and i haven't got a boyfriend never in my entire life. But i've been playing football since the nursery and i've been doing javelin throw practice for one year. Also i've been masturbating since i was 11 and i firstly put in there a marker, wich didn't hurt at all. Afterwards i put 2 markers and some pens wich also didn't hurt neither bleed at all. So, now, that i'm a bit older, i'm afraid that when i'll have sex i'll hurt, and i'm afraid that i'll never have sex with that fear in mind. Don't tell me to go to a doctor and check cause i'm veeery ashamed and i can't go. Also chatting with my mom is embarrasing… So, i want to know if my hymen is broken or not. Just 5 min before, i was reading articicles about how to check if you have a hymen or not. So i just went in the bathroom and checked very deep with a mirror but all i saw was a big black hole without anything white. Do i have a hymen? Please help
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You should be able to feel and see if it is still there actually. It's not usually so deep that you wouldn't be able to feel with your fingers.
About you're fear of having sex and it hurting - the best thing for you is to masturbate. Learn your body - experiment. You will see quickly that it can be very pleasurable - and not painful.
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I do masturbate every day but i've never came across something that blocks my way like the hymen. Could it be very very deep?
I do masturbate every day but i've never came across something that blocks my way like the hymen. Could it be very very deep?
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