Feeling guilty after masturbation

alright look im 14 years old im a guy and i started masterbating when i was like 12 or so but at first i felt like everyone is doing it and im not thats not cool so i started to do it right but then after a year or so it started to turn in to a bad thing , you feel guilty after and it changes your charactor trust me i use to be able to keep up a good convo but now its not the same . This is coming from a guy to man dont start not worth it just for acouple of mins of pleasure naw man just dont start it, if i can go back in time to stop masterbating i would because ive been tryin to stop for ever 1 year and a half but i cant and im hating it , its not even about pleasure anymore its just like a habit a bad one and its really really hard to stop like you might think like i can stop anytime i want its soft but i thought that too. dont ruin your life ppl its a waste and if anyone can help me plz do i wanna stop this for once and for all ,

laters P.S. dont man its really hard to stop and changes you:( help me plz