every month when something doesnt go right with my cycle. my cycles havent been right since i had my son.i did one depo shot.. which i bled almost everyday for 6 months.. then i was on the ortho evra patch for 6 months.. then off bc for 6 months.. the entire 6 months my period was always late. then i went back on birthcontrol for a month then stopped.. i dint have a period for 60 some odd days. i spotted thinking i might have been pregnant.. but wasnt so i started the mononessa tablet(norgestimate and ethinyl estradiol tablets). the first month went as planned. the second month went as planned. the 3rd month.. which i have just ended. i started my 3rd month about 4 days early. and continued to spot for 3 days at least.. and missed two pills the second week started bleeding the 3rd day. the day i missed the first pill my husband and i had unprotected sex.. as we often do since i started birthcontrol. i took it every day.. not always the same time each time.. we havent used any protection this month. then last monday tuesday i forgot my pills so i took 3 on wed.. then thursday and friday i took them.. not on time.. but i took them.. then missed my last active pill saturday and dint take it till today. sunday was supposed to start my inactive pills. i should start my period by wed-thursday at latest. with my son i missed my period that was my only clue i was pregnant with him.. well i missed it but i spotted and that was my first clue. i had some pink tint when i wiped. and ive had the occasional pink tint.. but i assume its from missing pills for two days again. im taking these pills for hormone therapy. i just want to know what is happening in my body when i miss the pills. how close do i come to ovulation.. what is my uterus doing.. cuz the pill is supposed to prevent my uterus lining from growing. and why does the pink come out..like its my uterus shedding its lining when the lining isnt supposed to be thickening so the egg doesnt attach. if i get pregnant again it wont really be a bad thing.. it just means we gotta change a few things and just get out the old baby stuff. if you have any sites that may help me.. or any knowledge that can help me. i am married and already have one child with my husband so no need to say.. "if you dont want babies dont have sex.. or use your birthcontrol the right way and you wont have that problem" my first child wasnt a mistake it was an unexpected suprize.. as we thought we were being careful and but we werent doing everything to prevent him. i want another baby so bad.. its more a matter of finances at this point.