I was 14 and my first love was 17. Me and him never did anything physically. We've only had phone sex/sexted. Its been almost 3 years since me and him , we broke up because of his lies and cheating. Hes 20 and im 17. I asked him why does he still call and he said he still cares for me. I had gotten into a relationship and he would barely keep a conversation, he would ignore my calls. Until I became single. I feel comfortable showing body with him ? Something like that . I admit he still gets me excited , I still have love for him and we're friends . He says we're not friends with benefits or f-ck buddies. Is there something wrong with me?