HElp! has anyone else out there experienced bouts of severe anxiety depression, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness not to mention all the other physical symptoms of coming off the pill after 9 yrs - it is terrifying and i wonder when it will all end. when do our bodies get back on track? please tell your story or provide some hope for me if you have gone through it and feel like your old self again. - im 27, this is my 3rd month off of the pill, have always been on ortho tri cyclene and switched to that Awful trisprintec (which started it all) for 2 months, then went off the pill completely mid July 08'