so i been having this weird feeling come and go, i wake up suddenly because of my closed eyes, the darkness when your eyes are closed starts to feel really messed up, its like its more vivid... or like your looking at it from a distance, or really close... its hard to explain but basically it feels really messed up and you start feeling bad and so u have to open your eyes...

so last Sunday on the 6th, i woke up at 12 pm and had that feeling, but even tho my eyes were open i was still getting that feeling. basically it took me awhile for it to go away... and i just felt really weird all day, and bad, it is extremely difficult to explain the feeling,

everything you are looking at looks vivid and weird and i get this odd feeling like i dont recognize what im looking at , so for example when i put my hands in front of me, and then move them away, and when i look at it my heart starts to race and i start feeling nauseous and i just feel really bad and i start to sweat a little and feel my body temperature rise....

so on Sunday i managed to fall asleep and Monday to Friday it was this small mild case of it but as long as i didnt think about it, it wasnt that bad, and deal-able. but then it got worse on saturday a little after waking up and being hungry... i was thinking it might be because im hungry, but after eating it still remained... i just feel messed up...

here is some information about me: im 19, 6`1, i currently have a case of BPPV which is always on and am hoping maybe one day it will disapear but till then ill just live with not being able to sleep straight down.

i have been high awhile back but its not that kind of feeling. and today i drank some alcohol... but i dont feel the alcohol.. like i drank 5 beers and normally i would feel tipsy, but i feel perfectly normal....

i was planning on going to the docs on monday to get a bunch of blood tests done, and to get anything else that might explain why im feeling this way...



SO BASICALLY i would value your input, on everything, like what i could try taking, maybe vitamins.. or drink more milk, i duno, or recommend some tests that i will be taking.... im canadian so tests and stuff is free and i can take anything to find out what the heck is wrong with me