hi guys, this past week and a half or 2 weeks i have been having quite an intense vibrating pressure in my brain. It feels as though its in the lower, back of my brain. Its kinda scarey or creepy really. the days before this happened i'll try and describe. about 5 days before i took some psilocybin mushrooms, which i have taken many times before, i was alright afterwards but still is a pinpoint for me. Another cause i was thinking of could be could be over exposure to isoprophyl alchohol fumes. Me and my buddy made hash oil about 3 days before this started happening, we were both exposed to these fumes for hours, but he never did feel any adverse affects from it after. Another thing i pinpointed was all the redbull and coffee that i drink, sometime 2 to 3 cans of redbull a day and a few cups or more of coffee depending on the situation. I havent drank much redbull since it started happening maybe a can or 2 and i might drink a cup of coffee a day since.
now, the night that it first happened was f*****g scarey. I was over at a friends house, and done up a few big blasts of the hash oil i had made and done an oil paper... I was there for a while and had a weird feeling come over me. Then all of a sudden i felt this strong weird feeling in my brain and my head just wanted to fall and my sight went black for a second or so. This happened a couple of times, i had to lean against the bike because i didnt want to flatten on the concrete floor and as i was leaning on the bike my legs were trembling mad and i was so freaked out at what was happening.
I went home and laid on the couch for a bit and the weird loss of sight happened maybe twice more. I figured it would be alright once i got up im just super high right now. When i got up it wasnt noticable, went to go to a training course and it was alright for most of th day. Nearing the end i started nodding off because i was pretty tired n then like a ton of brick that feeling hit me and i just woke right up .
Ever since then, everyday, from waking point till i go to sleep theres a vibration/pressure in my brain. I dont get the whole loss of sight thing but the vibration is now constant. I can get some time without it feeling extreme and even minutes where i can barely feel it at all depending on what im doing. There are point where im lying down watchin tv and its like the light blinks of for a split second it seems before my eyes are even closed when i blink.
im not sure whats on the go but it is completely messed up, its not pleasent or comfortable at all, at times i feel like im gonna have some kind of anxiety attack. Gonna go to the doctors about it soon to see what theyve got to say. Reading some peoples posts on te net though doesnt seem like i got much hope. I hope the f**k this wont follow me throughout my life
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