I was taking effexor 150mgs. when i tried to commit suicide a little over a year ago.Now ive been diagnosed wit bi-polar disorder and am on 100mgs of seraquel.To make a long story short I hate meds period and seraquel is an awful drug to give someone in my opinion.Ive been crying from the moment my eyes open in the mornings till I go to bed.Im experiencing nimbness in my face especially my lips and im twitching uncontrollably and my moods stay very agressively down.Im scared I may do something I cant change and when I tell anyone about how Im feeling they just tell me to keep taking it and what Im feeling is normal.Normal for who?Certainly not me but what do I know?Apparantley Ive lost myself and my soul and everything I say or feel is irrelevant cuz Im "the crazy person".I just want to get my life back and I dont know where to turn cuz the one person,my husband,in my life is against me.Please if there is anyone who understands at all what Im feeling and going through Id love to chat so I can stop feeling so damned isolated and alone.
Loading...
I take Seroquel too and am Bipolar. I took Valium in 2000 and had to goto the hospital to drink that black coal stuff. They put me in a place for 2 weeks and they put my on Seroquel then. helps me sleep and controls me. My husband thinks it just makes me more crazy. I don't think it does. I too have moods swings but have to calm myself down at times cause my husband gets the butt of my arguments. After all this time I'm back on it after taking 4 different meds. I'm doing ok now. Talk to your doctor about your concern.
dejolane
Loading...