I'm 14, I got a ha****b 3 days ago, I have had a ha****b before and it was with my pants off so it was ejaculated outward. Now my girlfriend has given me 4 handjobs and they have all been with my pants on so ejaculated into my pants. For the ha****b she jerks it in an upward motion and when I cum it felt like it does when i masturbate like with my balls feeling a throbbing but not hurting and with the other handjobs it did not throb. Then the next day I noticed I could not get hard, the day after I could get hard but it was difficult to get that way and now today i can get hard but not as hard as normal and still not as easy but it has gotten better in terms of difficulty to get one. I used to be able to get one from thoughts, pictures or randomly. Now it is very tough. I am very worried that maybe the way the ha****b was done that something inside my penis was stretched, torn or anything in anyway or that something is very wrong or is it normal and im overreacting and i should just wait a few more days and itll be normal. I am so scared of what might be wrong with my penis. Help.