It's 25 days since I did surgery to remove 2 hemrrhoids one large external an internal and to fix anal fissure it's been terrible since pain pain  pain for 23 of the 25 days there are times when I cannot sit on my butt times when I cannot stand I will cry and cry times when I get constipated want to go off and can't the most uncomfortable and miserable feelings ever times my feet feel so tired for weeks after the surgery sometimes I wonder if its clots everyday I have to do hot tub soaks 3 to 5 times a day juice vegetables everyday eat lots of prunes drink a gallon of water a day eat lots of fruits just to make BM soft and easy to pass cleaning the area over 10 times per day just to keep it clean because it's always draining mucus this surgery is not an easy road if I have to do it again I will say no am away from work for the 25 days and due back on Monday am scared as hell when I have a BM because I cannot control it I have to get to the bathroom right away and the bathroom at work is a distance away can someone tell me when would I heal completely and no more pain after BM?