Straight and 16 year old female. Discovered pornography at 7 or 8 years old and got addicted. Got bored with straight porn, but watched lesbian porn made me aroused. Quit watching this year, and the OCD attacked me. Always loved boys, had my first boyfriend in 6th grade and had crushes on real guys. OCD is really the doubting demon and uses your past against you to do things that you are NOT comfortable with. My mind is sick, because every time I think about boys, my mind wants to tell mouth to say girls, but I would never do that. I have LGBT friends, but what they say about the same sex in real life is disgusting. I want my old self back. I want to date real guys and I believe that pornography DESTROYS because it's the "Devil's playground". Go to church, confess to God about your sins and ask for his forgiveness and DON'T DO IT AGAIN. I never liked girls in real life and I never will. Fight it! Pornography is a sin. Should I go to psychiatrist and receive therapy?
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