So, since I started 7th grade, I started to jack off to straight hardcore porn and continued to do so on a daily basis until 8th grade. I curiously opened a gay porn video and was completely disgusted.then I watched another gay porno a few weeks after and started to jack off to it and it felt great. I continued to do so for a few weeks and then switched back to straight porn, but straight porn doesn't give me a greater climax so I go back and fourth from gay to straight and vise versa. I'm in ninth grade now (14 years old) and I used to have a crush on a dude who I believed was cute in 8th grade and for that reason, I believed that I was bisexual. i even fantasized about having a relationship. but a few weeks ago, I realized that I didn't like boys, I liked girls. I want to have relations,sex,children with girls and the thought of me with another man disgusts me (But I'm not against other people being homosexual, In fact, I'm all for equality). I really like this amazing girl and I like her a lot, but I also think guys are cute. I always compare myself to other men, which led me to the conclusion that I don't really like boys, I just feel the need to compare myself to them for some unknown reason, but I'm still confused. Im more turned on to gay porn than to straight porn, but I definitely desire girls, not guys. any advise On my sexual orientation?
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Hi John
You’re the only one that truly knows the answer to your question about your sexuality and in time the answer will be clear to you.
There are a many things that a lot guys are curious about when growing up how you compare to other guys, attracted to certain guys and many experiment with same sex relationships.
None of this will turn you gay or make you gay so to speak sexuality is predetermined and part of growing and developing is discovering your sexuality.
The challenge can often be accepting or coming to terms with ones sexuality.
From your post it sounds like you have a definite attraction to both girls and guys your thoughts of disgust when you think about being with another guy is there any chance that is influenced by what is expected of you.
If the thought of being with a guy truly disgusts you should watching gay porn have the same effect on you?
You really like this girl but you also find guys are cute so again you may need to look at how much of what you think about this is influenced by what is expected and what would be considered acceptable.
There are a lot of questions that need to be truthfully answered John and some things to figure out when you do that the answer to your sexuality question will be clear.
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