Hello, everyone! I just graduated from college and applied for a Postgraduate course, on the basis of my grad score. I scored 87.03%, and everybody hoped I would make it to the course admission list. Quite contrary, I didn't, and I am devastated.

I can't stop thinking about how I am not among even the top hundred students in the university. It's got my morale driven to an extreme low, and I feel like just giving up, and join the company that I was placed at during campus placements (to avoid joining, I applied for the PG course).

I am just befuddled by where I stand today. I can't quite possibly figure out how do I deal with this sh*t? How do I move on? I have started to loathe myself, and can't even begin to imagine how do I tell my parents about the result.

Thanks!