could someone please give me some advice i have been feeling like im stressed out sometimes i dont know what to say at times to people when im having a conversation, i like being alone most of my day. but people love me and look up to me and want me to be around, i feel uncomfortable sometimes when im around family and i shouldnt feel that way. but inside i feel as if im dying ive been this way for almost 6years and im 24years of age now. my eyes hurt all the time and when im in the sun it drains alot of my energy. i dont see a future and i use to be a very smart person i feel lost and hopeless some moments and some moments i feel good and loved. am i infected?also my sexual partner says shes been itching and her stomach has been feeling sick for almost 2months and weve been seeing each other only 3months. i got checked by a doctor 6months ago and i had no stds but like i say ive been feeling sick and infected for almost 6years. please help me?