hey there im a bit confused and scare. I really want to become pregnant and i am 20 yrs of age. I had my period in Oct ending time which it finished on the 28th, it lasted five days. I am a police officer and in the early part of Nov  i began to bleed again which lasted until Nov 6th. some time early part of December i saw pink light bleeding which i believe is implantation bleeding. On Dec 20th i took a pee test which came out negative (sad) and then i took another on the (26) which came out negative. I have been experiencing all pregnancy symptoms. My bf also tells me that my vagina feels swollen. i have been having unprotected sex with him since Oct. can some one please help me with my situation because i really want to be pregnant and i am scare to go to the hospital n get the bad news. I am praying that the lord bless me