I am 32 years old and was on azurette for about 2 years and then stopped in the middle of the packet. I had withdrawl bleeding a few days later that lasted 3-4 days with severe cramps. Then my first cycle came about 5.5 weeks and now waiting for my next cycle. I was very regular prior to BC (28 days). If I was back on the regular schedule then i am 1 week late. My husband and I want to get pregnant. I have been checking ovulation kit daily and has been negative and have been taking pregnancy test daily and negative. I have been getting severe cramps and lower back pain as if I am going to get my period but then    it goes away. I have been reading the experiences of many women on this website and now I am completely a wreak because I feel that I may have messed up my cycle and now messed u my chances of getting pregnant. I cant sleep and crying daily and cant eat. 

I read about women and know women that get pregnant between pills or on pills and then I see myself and feel that there is something wrong with me. My doctor said that everything is fine and that this can happen but I am not even ovulating.

I am scared that I messed up my chances of ever having children.

Please help me!