I had erotic body massage 4 months ago. I was nude during whole massage while female Masseuse was wearing underwear all the time. I have ejaculated 2 times with ha****b by masseuse and no penetration happened as she was in undergarment all the time. She kissed on my body on various parts but not penis and I have also kissed several times on her body but there was no contact of personal parts of both. After a week of having massage, I was feeling fatigue and had chills for 2 days but no fever or any other symptoms. That time also I started panicked but after 2 days I was fine and anxiety also went away Now after period of 4 months again all of sudden again I am felling anxious of having HIV though I do not have any symptoms at all. I have an anxiety and insomnia problem since last 4 years but was doing well before this episode. Now again new thoughts have panicked me and once again feeling low and anxious. Plz help