Pls I need help, some months ago I smoked marijuana and got severe anxiety, I slept off woke up the next morning feeling fine then exactly a week later the anxiety came back I thought I was going to go mad my heart was pounding, I couldn't think straight lots of unconnected thoughts couldn't sleep so I took diazapam and I think that where my problem started, I woke up the next morning feeling like I never slept at all, to cut it short over the past five months this are my symptoms;
Intense Feeling like am in a dream
Head feels clogged
Can't hold a thought
Annoying thoughts
Can't understand things the way they are like I could be watching a romance movie and be feeling scared
Can't sense my environment
Can't concentrate
Can't feel what what am seeing or hearing
Unconnected thoughts
Dream every day
Feel like am thinking while sleeping
Ears ringing
And anxiety
Pls this is too much for me I don't know if it was the weed or the drug that did this to me pls I really need help, always thinking of killing my self but I really want to live pls what should I do
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You know ive gone through it, still am but not as it use to be. Like you i paid attention to every little thing that was going on through my body. I didnt want to go out because i was afraid i was going to get a heart attack/panic attack. With out realzing it i created a safety net around my house, i was convinced that if i stayed home nothing will happen. Like you i saw 4 doctors i fired the first 3 because they heard what was going on from me, after the session all they did was give me pills. The 4th doctor i saw helped me through it all by conversing.
Now our stories are different i was introduced to panics attacks first hand Via a Marijuana Bread. After i ate my bread 45 minutes later i had the biggest panic of my life, my hands and feet(legs too) went completely numb , my heart rate was well over 100 beats a minutes, i felt like i was chocking, i felt that i couldnt breath and i had dry mouth. After that night my panic attacks did not go away i had them for well over 2 years on top of all that i also developed insomnia. So when the doctors saw me they try to put me on anti-depressents , which blindly i took for about 3 weeks, in those 3 weeks the pills made me feel like a zombie, a person with no feeling. So i quit them.
The Last time i saw my 4th doctor the one who helped all by conversing told me , "what are you really afraid of?" i said im scared of getting a heart attack while im out there. Then he said" you know what there is no way to stop that when its your time its your time" now after that last session i dotn know what but something in my brain clicked, or made sense, after that day, i had stopped having panic attacks. But it wasnt over. Panics turned into anxiety disorder and hypochondria. As of today i have 80% under control , How ? By surrounding my self with the stuff i liked doing. What key here is "DISTRACTION" Keep your mind always distracted. Easier said than done right?. Soon you will be able to do the things you use to do and more.
If you feel something going to happen, what i use to do was drive to the E.R parking lot and literally wait there until it was over. Then left home.
Keep us posted.
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this same thing happened to someone very close to me and the situation quickly became devastating. I had no idea until it was too late
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Don't take anymore of those drugs! There seems to be an interaction between benzodiazepines and marijuana that causes psychosis and suicidal thoughts. It's something you can't control or reason with. Take this very seriously, if you have continual suicidal thoughts call a suicide hotline or find professional help. You cannot deal with this on your own. Keep asking for help from professionals as many of them don't realize the seriousness of the situation until it's too late.
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