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I still get cysts and redness all over my face, I'm not as Confident as I used to be, I'm pretty frustrated and hope it works better for you.
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Best of luck to you
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I wish I had read these posts before taking this garbage. This drug has failed for me on every level. My derm told me he has a 98% success rate with this drug. 98% Imagine that...I actually beat the ods. I am his 2%. This trip has been the worst experience of my life. I never thought I would say this but I wish I had my old fface back. I have had servre, painful, scarring cystic acne for more than 10 years. I remeber it well, my first cyst hit me like a bee sting in 2009. I still have the scar from that lesion. It got worse from there.
From 2009 to May of 2017, I was greeted daily by a painful reminder that God hates me. I did everything. Change my diet, gave up smoking, gave up drinking, used oil free washes and salvs. It got worse.
It got so bad a confused teenage once asked me how long I had been positive. Yes, he thought the lesion I was sporting that week was a KS lesion. I ran through every treatment and they all failed. Finally, I asked about this drug. I went through the steps and on April 21 of 2017 I started my pills. Things started to imporve for the first week. By imporve, I mean that the existing lesions seemed to shrink and retreat. Then, the side effects came. Blurred vision, dry lips, pain in the joints, and depression. However, I was seeing improvement. I began to think that it was going work. I was excited, my heart swelled with hope. Fianlly, I was going to be able to go out of the house without being ashamed.
On May 1st of 2017 I awoke to a great shock. My face was dry. Not just dry but it looked ike the moisture had been sucked out it. I was a corpse. The only comparison I can think of to which all might be able to relate (or if you can't, just google it) would be Emperor Palpatine. Remember his face in Return of the Jedi? Scarred as well as aged. That was what I looked like. I left work early becuase people were concerned. On student suggested I go to the ER.
I called my derm and as I waited four hours for him to get back to me I went online. It was then that I first heard about something called IB--the Initial Breakout. Over the next four weeks I exploded. Daily cysts, pimples, blackheads, whiteheads, and dryness. What was worse, I noticed my skin getting red. Really, really red.
Every day was Hell. I called my derm and said I want to stop treatment. My husband, friends, parents, all suggested I stop before I did permanent damage. My Primary Care Doctor said I that this is normal, and even called me daily to encourage me. My derm said to take it every other day for a few weeks.
Stupidly, I listened. I should have quite then and there. I got worse. I broke out for a month. Things slowed by the first week of June, but the redness remained. In fact, it seemed to get even more red. I noticed fewer breakouts but my face was going through all the spectrums of the color red. You know how a face looks when it has endured a terrible sunburn? That was it. The skin around my eyes was normal, but everywhere else eventually settled to the current shade of fire engine red. It has gotten much worse since then.
In addition to the redness, I have thousands of small bumps all over my face. They remind me of Seurat's "A Sunday Afternoon of the Island of Le Grand Jatte" Pointalism! I look like the thosands of tiny dots used in the expression of pointalism. It got worse from there.
In addition to the constant fire engine red face, dry bleeing lips, blurred vision, dry skin, pain, sadness, breakouts, hurting bones, sleepyness, and whatever these bumps are, I am now flaking like the top of Coconut Cake. As I pat dry my blistered, craggy, scarred face I immediately see the formation of shreds and pills of dead skin. I am quite sure it will get worse from here.
For the first time in my life, I hope for death. I want to throw these stupd pills into the trash compactor. A few cysts every week was nothing compared to the monster I am now At least the rest of my face was even toned, moist, and smooth. A little Dermablend mouse foundation and some blending and you would have to be almost nose to nose to notice. Now, I am very sure my face is so red it is at present that t can be seen from space. What is worse is, my derm says this is all normal. Based on the dozens of similar sites and thousdands of stories I have read I highly doubt that is the case. I have been lied to and like an id**t, I feel for it. I have to wear a face that terrifies the world now and pains me to wear it. Maybe that will be my purpose. To warn peope to take into considerations side effects. I'd much rather just not wake up in the morning. Nothingness is much better than seeing the horror I wear every day.
Foe those of you who have experienced success, congratulations. For the tiny few of us who have not been succesful, I know what it feels like. If anyone has been hideously scarred by this drug, please let me know. I want to find out just how much of a loser I am.
Jeff
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