Hi everybody. I'm on my 3rd day of withdrawal and it's getting better. 1st day I cried 16 out of 24 hours. Ambien helped me with the rest. I started taking them recreationally. They made me feel great. Worked better, had more fun. Did that for about a year and slowly started to realize I was throwing $6 away on every pill I took which ended up being close to $80 a day. Our guy ran out and now I'm kicking. Shakes, insomnia, the whole bit. Went to my doctor who gave me clonepen for the anxiety and non stop crying. Am slowly starting to feel better and am going to start taking Lexepro tomorrow which maybe what I should have done from the beginning instead of percs. The boyfriend has no intentions of stopping but is going through withdrawal right now. I'm past my worst and it's terrible to see someone going through it. You all are helping me do this. I hope everyone knows they are not alone. We're human. Thanks everybody. Hang in.